Taylor Alice English

Taylor Alice English
18 february 2007
5 months
newtown wales

taylor has a brother named Paul English who is 2 years old and misses her very much.
Taylor died suddenly at home with no apparent cause which leaves cause of death as SIDS \"sudden
infant death syndrome\".

Taylor was a very special little girl to me she made my family complete. she always had a smile for
everyone especially her big brother. i know i didnt have long with my precious girl but every day
she brought happiness to my life. i loved her messy hair which she had alot of, which all of you who
had the privellige to know her know only too well!!

MUMMY LOVES YOU BRIGHT EYES XXX

i always remember these verses an they bring me comfort in my dark times:



On the day God took you
I thought that I would die
I wondered where the time went?
I asked alot of whys??
With people all around me
I felt alone inside
From all their words of comfort,
I couldn't seem to hide,
I thought I might be dreaming
That I'd wake and find you here,
I thought "This can't be happening."
As I wiped another tear.
On the day that you were laid to rest
My heart broke yet again,
I wondered if the pain would end,
But mostly, I wondered when??
It's hard to be without you,
At times the days seem long,
Sometimes I just sit crying,
When there's really nothing wrong.
I wish we'd had more time,
Before your life was done.
I hope your resting peacefully,
My precious one


an angel opened a book one day and recorded in it your birth,
an she whispered as she closed the book
YOUR TOO BEAUTIFUL FOR THIS EARTH.....



i love this poem


Don\'t let them say, I wasn\'t born
That something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave
I\'ve loved you from the start.

Although my body you can\'t hold,
It doesn\'t mean i\'m gone.
This world was not worthy, not off me
God chose that I move on.

I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face.
You have my word, I\'ll fill your arms
Someday we will embrace.

You\'ll hear that it was \"meant to be
God doesn\'t make mistakes\"
But that won\'t soften your worst blow..
Or make your heart not ache.

I\'m watching over all you do,
another child you\'ll bear
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.


a poem from grandad:


From Me to you Baby

To my Beautiful little Princess
I miss you more each day
Your tousled hair, your cheeky smile
Your soooooo enchanting way,

You blessed my life with your purity,
Sooooo innocent, soooo divine
And you shall live forever within this heart of mine

They say “All men meet an angel one time on this earth”
I know the day that I met mine
It was the day after your birth
The day I came to collect you and mum and take you home to stay

Who could have known then Taylor?
That our time would be so short?
That we would never have the chance to do
All the things we ought


I recall with a warm feeling just how proud I felt
And how when I looked into your eyes, my heart began to melt
I thought we had forever to do all those special things
To guide you down life’s path

First Day at school, the tales you’d tell
First time you scrape your knee
I’d buy your first bike, and watch you ride it, praying you don’t fall
We would walk to town, and you would insist on climbing every wall

Your first tooth, your first step
These things we’ve been denied
But what we have my princess
Is the time that you were here
Each and every moment of that time I am holding deep inside

In my heart I have built a garden
Where we can sit or play a while
Where every day I remember you and
Those thoughts they make me smile


I can either, sit and cry all day because you went away
Or I can smile in the knowledge that you, were here
And draw strength from the time we had and cherish every day
I know that we will meet again, until then let me say
Taylor Alice English
Granddad thinks of you
EVERY SINGLE DAY
I love you and miss you with an aching heart baby
These words are sent with deepest love from me
Your Old Granddad
Miss you baby



we miss you princess so very very much
ilove you with all my heart \"tay tay\"
mummy
xxxx



the poem my sister recited at tay tays funeral....



You can shed tears that she is gone

Or you can smile because she has lived



You can close your eyes and pray that she will come back

Or you can open your eyes and see all that she has left



Your heart can be empty because you can't see her

Or you can be full of the love that you shared



You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday

Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday



You can remember her and only that she is gone

Or you can cherish her memory and let it live on



You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back

Or you can do what she would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.




if there is any one who would like to chat or just share memorys about our angels feel free to email
me anytime : mutte_28@yahoo.com xxxxx